Old Letter written to an old friend

Hey, ok I'm not too sure if u got my last message or not, but if you did and choose not to respond to me or maybe your just a bit busy, its fine. Just respond with a simple "ok." If you can't find it in yourself or your heart to respond then don't, maybe it is just not meant for a response, any more then a simple "ok." Maybe i hurt you to the point where you just cant think of anything to say to me any more, or maybe you haven't had the time to write back, or maybe u found someone to distract you from me. Maybe you found someone that makes you feel better then i ever had or ever will be able to. Maybe your laying with him as i am writing this to you, maybe you are at work, maybe you are partying and i am in the deepest section of your memory, but whatever it is i just want you to know i never stop thinking about you. I know you told me you weren't going to hit me up as much but a simple call to a friend would never hurt. I still wonder how you are doing. Not hearing from you always has and always will put thoughts in my head like, does she still think of me? From the last time we kissed did she still feel those "butterflies?" Is she now feeling those butterflies with someone else? I wonder if her ear is ringing at this very moment being that i am writing to her, and our love over the past 4 and a half years so strong that she can feel deep in her chest, in her heart that my fingers are moving expressing my thoughts and feelings just for her? Can she ever truly know how i feel? But first i have to know how i feel... OK, sadly, just a simple "OK" is all i ask for, my mind wanders, and my heart will break, write back how you feel, write back how you don't feel, write back a hi, or just write back a simple "OK."

Wow, i found this and something just made me want to put it up. I honestly dont think i was meaning to, but to me this letter had a kind of poetic flow. UPDATE: Her and I are still friends and she is graduating this semester. We dont talk as much as we used to but after the six years we were on and off when we do talk its like we never left our best friends side.