23 and young
23 and young but wasting away, not so literally but more figuratively in an unresponsive pause of growing young. thoughts of nothing run through my mind other then trying to find that base that stone that foot hole in the mountain i am so anxiously waiting to climb called life! ready to settle and begin but no path to follow, under my feet is no road i have chosen, and in front of me is a vast visual cloud containing nothing. wishing there was a monopoly "start here" square somewhere so i would be able to at least to get started. I have all the ambition in the world but nowhere to express that sense of positiveness or eagerness to learn. extending my hand but making a complete fist due to the lack of anything in my hand in which i seek aid! FUCKKKKKK, soooooo tired and thats when i write wierd ish like this! 5am happy turkey day goodnight! i just want my CAREER already ... :(